Charlotte Colbert | 'She Will'
by John-Paul Pryor
Photographed by Victor Bastidas.
Charlotte Colbert is a multi-media artist celebrated for sculptural interventions that explore feminist critique and modern womanhood. It’s perhaps unsurprising then that her debut foray into the celluloid realm, which recently premiered at the BFI London Film Festival, places the historical abuse and subjugation of women center frame. She Will incarnates the rage of thousands or women burned at the stake via a tortuous psychological web involving a veteran iconic actor (played with verve and grace by Alice Krige) reliving the trauma and abuse she suffered at the hands of a narcissistic film director (played by genuine icon Malcolm McDowell) as a child star. Set mainly in a somewhat bizarre retreat in Scotland, where the protagonist’s convalescence from breast cancer turns into a powerful and sentient nightmare out for revenge, the film is something of an homage to the great psychological horrors of the 1970s, such as Suspiria and Possession (in fact, legend Dario Argento was so taken with the film, he jumped in as an executive producer). Here, the artist and emerging director talks to Flaunt about exploring collective trauma, why non-linear narratives are a more authentic representation of reality, and explains why you might just be able to dream your way to vengeance.
What made you wish to make you want to explore the genre of horror with your directorial debut?
I think that maybe you can take a bit more risk with horror. They’re really creative as a form, because they allow you to push an aesthetic idea more and play with the visuals, and the audience will just accept it. I do sometimes wonder whether the kind of non-linear narratives prevalent in horror are actually a bit closer to how we experience life in our heads. I mean, the way we experience reality as individuals is so complicated, and so overwhelmingly complex, non? It's weird, because even as I'm thinking about this, it's making me wonder how we even define the genre. I watched The Father recently, which is presented as a drama, but that film is really a psychological horror.
Are there any ideas in psychology that you particularly wanted to explore?
I really love the psychologist RD Laing. He has this amazing thing where he says that you only ever experience trauma as a presence in real time, and that was really key to the film. Your mind never acknowledges the fact that a traumatic event happened in the past, you just re-experience it in the now, so it explodes notions of linear time—everything just seems to happen at that same moment. I love that idea that sitting within you is you as a child, the middle aged you and the old you, all at the same time, and that they are all feeding into your present.
Did you explicitly want to dive into notions of collective consciousness?
I do love the idea that there's this big sort of cosmic soup underneath us that we can tap into, and that we're sort of all connected in one big messy blob. If you speak to nuns and people like that, then they really believe that prayer helps the world and has an actual, real life effect in terms of making the world a better place, and sometimes I’m sure we all wonder if our intention in thinking about something actually affects it. The film definitely explores that, and it leaves the question open as to whether Alice’s character is affecting the person who damaged or abused her in the past, or whether its’ the abuser himself who is dreaming, and it’s all in his mind. I like that idea of exacting revenge through dreams—it just felt really interesting to explore whether or not dreams have an actual effect in reality.
The film also explores the notion of a powerful and sentient natural world—where did that come from and how did that play into the story?
There is this notion in the script about the power of the lungs within nature, and this sort of fossilized memory of the earth where all these stories, and DNAs are crushed together in a big mush. It was really interesting tapping into this notion of one person's hurt and journey, and of them going to a physical place and connecting with the pain of that place. In a way, this woman who has been confronted with her mortality is forced to go on a journey, where she relives the trauma buried in the earth by connecting to the collective trauma of all the women who were burned there as witches—there's this very physical, earthy sense of reclaiming what hurt you and acknowledging it, so it can make you stronger.
Do you think some people might find the non-linear narrative perplexing?
Perhaps, but that’s why I love cinema, actually—the shared experience of seeing a film on the big screen is like dreaming together. However surreal the film is at times, I do think there is logic to what comes across on-screen. I know I’m biased, but I think Alice’s performance holds that thread brilliantly—she is just such an amazing actress. I love the way her character is afraid of these visions that she's having at first, but she then finds herself empowered by them, and realizes that they're actually a force for strength rather than something to be afraid of. I was really interested in the story of these women who were burned to death in the past, and how that history infiltrates into our culture and feeds into the power dynamics that we have today. I wanted to explore the complicity of a viewer in terms of that shared responsibility for the past.
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